HOW I CAN BE THIS STRONG?

Well today i'm gonna tell and answering some of my friends question.Aiceh bajet retis.Jawab kat blog *lipatkain gaya senah.Well ,the question  that i always got is :

Macam mana kau boleh kuat weyh lepas pisah?

Kau tak sayang dia ke?Macam tak je?

Kau ni relax je pisah ngan dia.Tak sedih pun"

Well now im gonna aswer this.

The only reason we SEPARATED *i'm using this word because i just feel we never breakup.just separated * is known ONLY BY US.ME AND HIM. takda orang yang tau.maybe ada yang tau but not the whole thing rite?So why i still stand stronger?

I am SAD.Really sad on the first day we separated.Cause he's part of my life.A year weyh.takkan tak rasa hilang.Of course i am.But i believe one thing,i means one GOOD things will happen next.Maybe he gonna meet someone that better than me.Everybody want people that they love happy and be treat better rite?So do me.If someone that he meet are better than me ,I'm so thankful.

Secondly,yes!I do meroyan on the night cause yela,there's no one special wish you like "good night sayang" or even say "iloveyou".YES!MEROYAN!*tepias muka sendiri.padanmuka.But, i just pretend that i'm good and i just say that "ouhh he sleep already". I kinda push him at first but then i realize that nothing gonna happen by pushing him.You love someone that you should give them time,space.

Third,i ask my friends.Yang belum kahwin and dah khwin or even yang ada pengalaman camni.Most of them say:

yang belum kahwin: sabar jela pain,no need to push him more,nothings gonna happen.if ada jodoh nanti u guys gonna meet back"

yang dah kahwin: Allah know better plan for both of you,you're strong.Guys dont like been push.Let thim cool.Guys sayang girl dorang,if thay really want,he gonna find you back"

yang berpengalaman : almost said "sabarlah,i know what u feel,........................*i dont remember

After i call him*last call,kononnya.We letting each other go secara baik and i just believe and pray he gonna make good grade in his degree.So basically,bukan aku HATI BATU ka,HATI KERAS ka,tapi keep praying to Allah supaya mintak dikuatkan hati,lembutkan jiwa.UNDERSTAND?

ingat meroyan dapat balik ke?tak kan?so?pandai2 fikir.nak meroyan tak guna,better move on and keep surviving for your life!

sapa kata tak rindu?mesti rindu weyh.tapi hangpa percaya jodoh kan?So,doa lah.

-FJ-